Thursday, December 19, 2024

Sam Reviews "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson

 "The school board banned one of Maya Angelou's books so the librarian had to take down her poster. I fished it out of the trash. She must be a great writer if the school board is scared of her."

"My family doesn't talk much and we have nothing in common, but if my mom cooks a decent turkey, she believes we will magically be a family for one more year."

"The whole point of not talking about it, of silencing the memory, is to make it go away. It won't. I'll need brain surgery to cut it out."

Sam Reviews "Verity" by Colleen Hoover

"Most people come to New York to be discovered. The rest of us come here to hide."

"It's what you do when you've experienced the worst of the worst. You seek out people like you...people worse off than you...and you use them to make yourself feel better about the terrible things that have happened to you."

"I've never been involved in such a heavy conversation with a complete stranger before. I kind of want it to end, because where does the conversation even go from here? It doesn't. It just stops."

"Funny how one of the most populated cities in the world [Manhattan] can double as a paradise for agoraphobics."

"Find what you love and let it kill you." - Charles Bukowski

"Those were thoughts I couldn't admit to him, of course. I might have been obsessed with him, but a woman knows if she wants to keep a man forever, she has to act like she could get over him in a day."

"I'm not sure I ever saw [my father] angry. Not even at my mother, with her prickly comments and frequent hot temper. I grew to resent that about him, though. Sometimes I perceived his patience as weakness when it came to her."

"With the imagination of a writer, every noise becomes a theat."

"There's too much inside me that wants to be more than his friend, which means we can't be friends at all. If an attraction is present between the people, those two people can only be one of two things. Involved or not involved. There is no in-between."

"Even the sex felt different. Like he was disconnected. Fucking me because it was our routine and not because he craved me."

"I was good at spewing bullshit. It's why I became a writer."

"I understand he made vows, but at what cost? His entire life? People get married assuming they'll live long, happy lives together. What happens when one of those is cut short, but the other is expected to live out those vowes for the rest of their life?"

"I'm afraid any conversation will lead him to think about what we're doing and how we shouldn't be doing it, so I remain quiet."

"It's like he was disconnected from me, using me to get off, to feel better, to get a quick rush of something."

"I love her. She was my wife. But sometimes I wasn't sure we really knew each other. We lived together, but it's as if our worlds weren't connected."

"Page after page of a truth so harsh, it never should have been written."


Sam Reviews "How Y'all Doing?: Misadventures and Mischief from a Life Well Lived" by Leslie Jordan

 "Our parents did the best they could with the light they had to see with."

"I think our dreams are what sustain us in hard times. Dreams are what keep us childlike. I love that they can grow and expand as we grow and expand."

"Why is it that we love to drag all that baggage from childhood with us? We haul it dutifully. We haul it everywhere we go. And we pull it out at the drop of a hat for all to see. Nope, we are not going to let go of all that baggage."

"The thing about shame is that it is so selective. I knew my dad loved me. he showed me it daily in a million different ways. So why remember failures?"

Sam Reviews "The Dragon Factory" Jonathan Maberry

 "You can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved."

"Most atheists are closet agnostics or disappointed believers."

"We were one mile down and going deeper, creeping along miles of slanting corridors, breathing air that had never felt sunshine or smelled rain."

"Denial is always a bear trap - you'll forget about it and step in it later."

"If the gods listened to the prayers of men, all of humankind would quickly perish since they constantly pray for many evils to befall one another."
-Epicurus 

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Sam Reviews "The Library Policeman" by Stephen King

"'Tis the human touch in this world that counts.
"The touch of your hand and mine,
"Which means far more to the fainting heart
"Than shelter and bread and wine;
"For shelter is gone when the night is o'er,
"And bread lasts only a day,
"But the touch of the hand and the sound of a voice
"Sing on in the soul alway."
- Spencer Michael Free

"It was good just to find out you still had a heart, that the ordinary days hadn't worn it away."

"His face was dead, as if he could not understand neither kindness nor love nor mercy.  His mouth was set in lines of ultimate, passionless authority."

"My reputation went to hell in a handbasket, but she never got so much as a splash of mud on the hem of her skirt."

"Every now and then I start to think I'm over it [the death of my son] and then it gets on my blind side and hits me again. I guess some things take a long time to shake out, and some things don't ever shake out."

"It's just that [talking about my son] brings him back so. How he was. That hurts, but it feels good, too. Those two feelings are all wrapped up together."



Sam Reviews "The Romance of Tristan and Iseult" by Joseph Bédier

So did they only love each other because of the weird potion they drank?

Was it really necessary for there to be two Iseults?


"And as by sadness you came into the world, your name shall be called Tristan; that is the child of sadness.”

"They always could stay near his couch because their love overcame their abhorrence."

"So fear maddened the Queen, but not in truth the fear of Brangien who was loyal; her own heart bred the fear."

"For no lovers ever loved so much or paid their love so dear."

"'Sire, since I may choose a reward according to your word, give me the little fairy dog.'
"'Friend, take it, then, but in taking it you take away also all my joy.'"

"Now a woman's wrath is a fearful thing, and all men fear it, for according to her live, so will her vengeance be; and their love and their hate come quickly, but their hate lives longer than their love; and they will make play with love, but not with hate."

"May all herein find strength against inconstancy and despite and loss and pain and all the bitterness of loving."

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Sam Reviews: "Five Quarters of the Orange" by Joanne Harris

I didn't really know what this book was about, and I felt like it had a slow start, but once it got some traction...whew.  I was hard pressed to put it down.  The writing feels scattered at times, but by the end it makes sense as to why and I appreciate it so much.  There were so many things I didn't anticipate, turns I wasn't expecting, and that ending. Highly recommend this story for anyone who appreciate memiors.

"It is a whimsical touch, which surpasses and troubles me.   That this stony and prosaic woman should in her moments harbor such thoughts. For she was sealed off from us - from everyone - with such fierceness that I had thought her incapable of yielding."

"And she baited me.  Deliberately - or so I thought. Now I think that maybe she couldn't help it, that it was as much in her unhappy nature to bait me as it was in mine to defy her."

"To her, those petty rules mattered because those were the things she used to control our world. Take them away and she was like the rest of us, orphaned and lost."

"'The headache must come soon' she thought. Somehow the anticipation of pain can be even more troubling, more of a misery than the pain itself.   The anxiety that was a permanent crease in her forehead nibbled at her mind like a rat in a box, killing sleep."

"Like the clock, I am divided. At three in the morning, anything is possible."

"She was rock salt and river mud, her rages as quick and furious and inevitable as summer lightening. I never sought the cause, merely avoiding the effect as best I could."

"It was the wrong thing to say. Sometimes everything you say is the wrong thing."

"I was in a landslide where every movement starts a new rock fall, bringing a new collapse of the world I thought steady."

"And in that moment I loved him completely and with a suddenness which startled away my rage."

"That's the trouble with heroes, they never quite live up to expectations, do they?"

"I never asked myself whether I loved him. It was irrelevant to the moment. Impossible to equate what I felt, that aching, desperate joy. And yet that was what it was. My own confusion, my loneliness, the strangeness with my mother, the separation from my sister and brother, had formed a kind of hunger, a mouth opening instinctively to any scrap of kindness."

"It wasn't enough. I'd had my day, my one perfect day, and already my heart was boiling with rage and dissatisfaction."

"A child is not a fruit tree. She understood that too late. There is no recipe to take a child into sweet, safe adulthood. She should have known that."